November 2011
3 posts
day 3
I did it. I broke the curse, and I finally went to the gym. Starting small- 25 minutes on the arc trainer and different weight training exercises, but ya gotta start somewhere.
Eating could have gone better, but I’m still proud.
I slipped up with special k and fro yo at the dining hall. And a little bit of chocolate from a friend’s advent package.
One day at a time.
I feel good,...
day 2
I drove back to school today. Even though I’m exhausted completely, I made up a plan for the next few days. Ready to get working again.
More updates soon.
another new start
Here I am. Sitting on the couch in my living room, thinking about my life.
Thinking about the person I want to be: strong, independent, and fearless. Yet everyday I wake up, I have one looming thought- Today is the day I’m going to change.
I keep waiting for a sign or motive, but I can’t wait for my life to begin. It’s here and now.
Senior year of high school, I pledged to...
July 2010
1 post
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A Fresh Start
Sometimes you need a fresh start.
For too long I’ve been frustrated with myself. Frustrated with my weight. Frustrated with my reflection in the mirror and the number on the scale. The way I sink in to the couch and seemingly remain there all day. The stack of books “I’ve been meaning to read” growing taller. My disappointment growing stronger.
So, here it is. I...